Well hello blog.  It's been awhile.  There's been a lot going on with Dan home and all.  Mostly though, we've been having a rough time around here.  We recently found out a lot of things that were going on with our oldest that we were not aware of.  I can't even describe how awful it's been.  I've had my heart torn out and stomped on and each day is a struggle.  I try so hard to find joy so that I can be there for my younger ones.  It is so unfair to them that once again our lives are revolving around the self centeredness of one child.  Please pray for us.  It's one thing to have your kid mess up big time, but it's another thing to have them completely pass the blame onto others and onto us.  Angry, sullen attitude, stupid remarks and all.  Apparently it's my fault...if I had given more freedom and bought a better ipod and a phone for him he would not have done it.  Really.  It's so ridiculous I can hardly keep from exploding. 

Anyway.  Pray for us...for me.